;Tuesday, December 8, 2009
TIME:11pm
Somehow after 2 and a half year when things get forgotten, we met again thanks to the help of a social networking website called facebook. I did hesitate to add you because ur cold and negative attitude still strike the fear in me somehow but i still added you anyway, ur pictures looks to me that you are doing pretty fine and moving ahead in life.
As your ex-boyfriend, I'm happy for you =)
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Blogged @ 10:55 PM
;Monday, December 7, 2009
TIME:2.45pm
Happy birthday to Yu Zhen and Yvonne =)
satuday: bro's gf treated me kushin-bo as a belated b'day present.. i didnt know that place was a buffet style restaurant and the food was good.. better than zhen fa and sakura in my point of view.
after lunch meetup with nik, yang and keong. keong lost his iTouch so he wanna go orchad and buy a new one than 顺便 lepak at town.. went to the new shopping mall call "313", 1st impression of this mall name is really EL-OH-EL~ semb ppl shld be able to recall last time when we were young and play gangster de era, semb was called "A-S-T(gang name) 313".. classic siol x)
dinner at far east, saw shun and jane at HMV, watch soccer at nik hse during the night and had breakfast at the 'lengendary ba cho mee' store =.=
sunday: i was too busy, busy until i forget my date with joanna! SORRY JOJO =.= FYP are draining me empty, i cant even rmb things i should be doing.. sorry JOJO =.=
I don know if I should work after graduate, i heard enlistment will be push forward way before June because they want things to be done A.S.A.P.
O ya, I will most probably start drinking protein powder and workout under nick's guidance after I graduate IF i don work after graduation =)
I hate when I start loving someone because then I start expecthing things out of them, FML
a poem quote from 晶晶's LiveJournal:
"You thought that they loved you
You hoped that they cared
You dream that they want you
You dreamed, you despaired
Planned that they’d hold you
Wished your life away
Cause love lasts forever, and
Forever came today.
I’m sure that you knew me,
Like the sand knows the sea
And a great wave of ecstasy came
Rushing over me
We went to your heaven,
So virgin, so kind
But yet I was homesick
For times left behind
They knew I was brilliant
They saw I was weak
Forbade me, portrayed me
As humble and meek
Little by little, fair spirit bled dry,
Sweet love for a tooth, warm heart for an eye
So! What am I now, my soul is released
The critics, the selfishness, what I need least
I’m wild and I’m empty, my heart craves a home
My dove seeks new shores, but comes back alone
I’ve so much to offer
I give and they’ve taken
A spirit forlorn, an angel forsaken
And all that I need, drifts down from above,
Warm and idyllic, from others,
True love. "
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Blogged @ 2:30 PM
;Thursday, December 3, 2009
TIME:3.21pm
他妈的！ 今天的课超难~ 我现在看到数字就想吐！ 臭鸡蛋！
好想回家睡觉， 可是放学了还需要 meet mak 去 plaza sing.. 臭 xue li 在我生日那天和 cheryl 买了一件衣给我可是穿不下，需要回去换 =\
希望那间店会换给我，不然的话会让她们俩破费。
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Blogged @ 3:11 PM
;Tuesday, December 1, 2009
TIME:12.11am
thank you everyone for the birthday wishes! =D
又大了一岁，好多感想。
前方的路对我来说一直都是一个未知数， 都怪年轻时没把书读好，结果现在都二十一岁了我还在读理工学院，看着大多数的兄弟都在当 (tks carrie for pointing out the error -.-) 兵了，真是让我心烦应为将来我在社会的脚步会和他们不一样。
有时候真的觉得老天爷好不公平，为什么我是一个没有任何天分的人？我不善常任何东西，没读书的天分， 没运动的天分，没有一基之长，简单来讲没有一个东西是好的。
我这一生那几样芝麻绿豆的成就都是靠自己努力珍取的，真的好累。。。
老实说，我真的很想放弃所有，在我的心里，这个世界更本不是一个美好的地方，我根本就是在活受罪。
是我太悲观了吗？
可是我真的找不到任何可以乐观的理由。
我承认怕死，但我期待死的那一天。
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Blogged @ 10:59 PM
;Monday, November 30, 2009
TIME:1.40am
*WARNING* potential long post
I've never host a zhap pa lang celebration before but I was really happy cause everyone manage to come together and 30+ ppl singing b'day song for me is really one of the best moment i've ever had in my life. it will be memorable =)
tks everyone who came and again like i've been saying, sorry if i was a bad host! it was hard to juggle evenly between every single guest, sorry to make any of u feel leftout (if any) !! it's hard to say what happen in my chalet but i do wan to thank everyone who came and make it so memorable for me =)
shan mei mei and dy sis handmade-ed a gift for me, really is very touched by their efforts and not forgetting the bracelet they give me =)
chris for helping me settle my cake! ordering and delivering it for me =D
superman + eileen also wont be forgotten because they helped me decorate my food area which made me feel 'young' cause i feel like celebrating my 12th b'day. HAHA
my BRO-s, i've know all of u for 9 years already! and i'm glad this brotherhood is still going strong! tks nik for returning home 2 time to get PS3 fix so we got recreation, tks yang for the car contribution, tks mak for cooking on the 1st night and his gelato for the 2nd night, tks keong for helping me out no matter what i request from him and of coz tks them for the very expensive present which i feel that i'm not worthy to receive it cause it's really too expensive but still, thank you all my brothers.
alot of wishes i get was~ get ur true love soon, have a gf soon and gf gf gf and more gf -_-" but indeed,
somethings need to get out 1st before new one can stay inside and i've been struggling this with my inner-self for a long time but i really have sort out my mind and in fact it was decided quite sometime back but i didnt wanna blog about it but since everyone are wishing me this, i can clarify with them what's happening now.. i made a cruel but much needed decision, Z should go away for good in order for me to really start a new relationship and i really set my mind on someone because she was able to make me feel that Z isnt so impt in my heart anymore, every minute spend along side with her manage to let me understand her more and the feeling towards her till now are only increasing and not decreasing, i've know this gal for sometime already and i feel that onli after i know her really long enough than i shld confess to her because i don wan to let her feel that i was being random or like a player who court gals after knowing them for awhile. but fate love to play games i guess? just when i finally think that Z shld be gone for good and I shld confess to this gal, her fate came calling and i feel depress, really depress because i was so close to make my confession but the kind of pain i suffer at that point of time was juz the same pain that stab straight through my heart when i fallout with Z, i told myself if it's her fate than she should grab it, i encourage her to go ahead and because life's short and it's great to fall in love and be loved thus i didnt confess and got myself into real mess, i emo and depress almost everyday.. what can i do now was the question i kept thinking after that? i was about to let go of Z for good but such ironic things happen, is this my fate? i don wan her to follow in Z's footstep where i turn love into hatred and spend endless night crying and most of the time emoing. i act ignorant and try to move on with life thinking i can find someone replacable but i was wrong and end up hurting a few gal's feeling and wasted their time because from the moment i started breathing till now where 21 year have goneby, onli Z and her manage to give me this feeling i cant describe, i love her and i know it's her i want to be with together if possible. i don wan history to repeat, she's the one and i will wait but while waiting, i wan to be at the 第二順位 for her. when she's sad, i wan to be there and comfort her. when she need help, i wan to solve everything for her. when she's happy, i hope to get a share of her laughter. when she's lost, i hope i can be the light for her path. And when she lost faith in everything in life, i hope she know i'm there. indeed the special one have came into my life and i was given crappy reason to people around me saying that i don wan to go NS wid a gf, i was lying la. sorry to all those ppl whom i say this excuse to u =x
i don know if that gal know who she is, but she is a name i wont disclose because she's happily in love now and i just wan to fulfil my 第二順位;s role.. i don know if the next time she read my blog, she will know it's her or she will still see this post or not because she might not be a frequent visitor of my blog. but when i was making my 21st b'day wish, i did make a selfish wish hoping one day we can be together, but a wish is juz a wish. i'm not placing much hope into my wish x)
i purposely choose not to paragraph what i blogged because i hope no one will read finish it actually. if u really read finish the whole chunk, really is damn zai. LOL
any the chalet pic got too many, i should blog the facebook album's link =)
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=126109&id=688583341&l=1c144106c2
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Blogged @ 11:11 PM
;Thursday, November 26, 2009
TIME:2.40pm
don be deceive by a person's look seriously~ XUE LI just unveil her darkest secret to me /gg
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Blogged @ 2:35 PM
;Wednesday, November 25, 2009
TIME:10.30pm
i forget wat i do during my weekend, i really forgot.. can anyone refresh my memory =\
and this is my 626th post
ok. done~
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Blogged @ 10:24 PM
;Thursday, November 19, 2009
TIME:4.15pm
had fyp meeting ytd~ after meeting went to meetup with mak for lunch and we ate at dian xiao er~ we had a sinful lunch because other than their famous duck, we also eat promfet steam fish~ and 2 abalone x) total damage 70+~ tks mak for the treat..
next i went to buy 4D while mak went to pay his bills~ after that we went outside civic for a stick and was discussing where to go next, we set our mind on sing K but at night so next plan was to slack at starbucks.. the place we were smoking got no bin to throw so when facing such ironic situation and being a good citizen, i make an effort to aim properly and throw it into the drain.. and when we was about to walk back into civic, the worst possible scenario happen~ fucking NEA ppl approach us.. really is fuck up liao~ how i wish i can fuck them upside down.. fuckers man, FUCK!
whatever~ now wat? nth much la.. $300 fine each~ our fantastic government just earn $600 like that in seconds~ it's ok to fine us since they caught us, take it as charity to a country in need of money desperately by fining their own people esp when 1st offender like us wasnt given a warning but direct fine
fuck!! _l_
since we take it as a charity mindset~ went to nick hse after tat to play lan de FM together and rot our way till 11pm =D had dinner at nik hse and his maid's cooking is quite ok i think and tks to his maid we had cake to eat also cause ytd was his maid's b'day and his dad brought a b'day cake for her maid x)
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Blogged @ 3:45 PM
;Tuesday, November 17, 2009
TIME:11pm
Chris shared a piece of news with me~ weeks ago i discovered in school that I cant visit one of singapore's most influential forums anymore because i could still surf it when i'm at home and i thought the school block it! but chris told me it was some mother fucker that post stupid explicted content or comment and the RP server's IP is now block by that forum tks to tat weakshit.. fuck him man! now i cant find forum to kill time liao!
sch is not smooth currently! no wait, is the UTs that are not smooth! i need to gambate!
tml got fyp meeting for a mere 30 minutes and i gotta stress about mid term evaluation but i'm having sore eye now and grandpa's in hospital all of a sudden this afternoon + he might be doing a operation tonight and i haven got the time to go visit him.. FML
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Blogged @ 10:45 PM
;Monday, November 16, 2009
TIME:11.45pm
it seems like every Saturday is movie-ing with my bros since most of the army guys does not wan to play soccer.. it's been months since i play-ed soccer and my fitness level is definitely going lower than before =\
2012 on Saturday was great and we manage to watch the digital one, at that point of time i feel that this show was really great especially for someone like me who can blog 5 pages just talking about humanity
Sunday was a rest day because i went over to nik hse to watch soccer till 4+ am
today i didnt went to school~ i meetup with chris early in the morning for breakfast at mac and jia en meetup wid us around 11 then we head to amk hub watch movie~ and which movie did we watch? 2012! =.= they 2 haven watch so i guess majority wins -_-
lunch at ichiban and the bento set's portion are really huge, rice, miso soup, soft shell crab tempura, chawamushi taste ok~ the main actor which is the teriyaki cheese chicken was not so good coz if u really taste anything that goes into your mouth like me, u know how fridge chicken and normal chicken taste like =\ they didnt thaw properly and it's very common nowadays to eat this kind of taste de chicken without u guys knowing it!
so after watchin 2012, i had another verdict for this movie, i feel that the ending was crappy ( i swear i didnt feel that during the 1st time i watch it) build arks to save mankind? human will never learn because give those survivors another 640,000 years and it will still be the same result, no matter what happens~ mankind's greed, temptation and selfishness will never go away
when will we learn that we are wrong?
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Blogged @ 10:56 PM
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